My Last Day oF My Life...
Sunday, January 6, 2008
This Blog contains My Greatest Courage in this world...
I'm gonna say thiS Once anD For All...
I Have been escapinG This while about thiS matteR...
I'm srY foR what I did the lasT time...
abouT The msn nick thingy...
The Time when I written...
"I LOVE ""!! "
I really regret oF doin" That...
I Had always tryinG to get youR attention By doing somE silly actions...
But I don'T thinks that work weLL...
Everytimes I do silly things,
I have always Said something negative about myself like...
"Holy Crap~"
"Oh Shit~!What am I doin"?"
"God Help mE pls"
"Wtf...I'm gonna kill myself!"
"OMG~!!Thats Silly.."
"AHHH~!!!!"
"Am I crazy??"
I left 5 min to talk abouT This matter...
This Time I'm gonna geT reaL...
I'm noT letting go of yoU this Time...
and I do hope that other people can stop chasing her...
causE I'm fed uP...
Last time...
She said that she like liyong very much...
and they stead....
I'm okay with It...
at least she is happy about it...
and I wiLL be happy...
if she's happy...
THAT TIME...
BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT....
UNTIL THAT TIME....
she break up wit him...
I think her heart break the most...
I see her like that I want to die sometimes...
Her face that time was kept in my memories...
And when I think oF it.....
I wanna cry...
I just hate it if couple break up...so much...
Remember the time when I gave you the last-christmas gift..?
I had wait for you for 3 hours...
this first time I saw you that day...
I nvr wanted to give the present first...
there are too many people...
But when I want to...
It was very hard then...
I find for you for about 2 hours in the school...
I though that you went home...
I was very scared that time...
Nicky they all went to CCKCC to play bball
and played for about one hour...
Icame to think about calling weiyi...
which I really did...
When I found out that you are still in school..
I was way happy then...
I told Nicky they all that I lefT mY things at the schooL...
Not real....
I went back to school and find you...
I wanted to find you PERSONALLY...
to give you the present..
too much people...
soo unlucky...
I don't think I have the chance to say more to you..
cuase when I give the persent to you...there are two girlls beside you...
I was way blush...red as a red...
I was going like..."DAMNIT...CANT YOU TWO JUST GO AWAY??"
or"can't they say"Ah~I got something on..see ya then..!"
Furthermore...whenever I saw a chio bu or what...
you appeared in my mind...
so I won't see them the second time...
I dunno what happened to me...
I have think oF her everywhere I have go to...
She is a very precious person to me...
and I have nvr ever love someone so much...
EVER...
so...
I wanted to asK now...formerly...
"Can you...pls be my girlfriend?"
I won't be writing anymore blog post after This If you nvr See iT....
I Have to wait paitently...
just smile...
LfredzZ™
9:01 PM